Saturday, May 22, 2010

My Life and Some Things I have discovered

I love lists more than I love talking. Considering I love to talk this is a big deal so here is my list of life.

1. I don't trust people to care for me as much as I care for them. I am damaged by relationships gone sour. Now that I have had this epiphany (also the name of my dad's new sail boat) I can let God work on my heart.

2. People in roles of authority are not always right. In fact, I need to be confident in who I am without affirmation from others. This is so backward from everything I feel like I need. What a lesson!

3. I deleted this one.

4. I am self-effacing. I tend to follow a brilliant comment I make with an insult to myself. Some one noticed this about me at school and told me to stop. SO I need to stop.

5. Absolutely no one in the world can empathize with the exact place in my life I am at. I just have to deal with it myself! There is no way to describe to anyone how much I have to get done for school, work on my house, go to work, be with family, and every other chore!

6. Long hair is not all that it is cracked up to be.

I think that is all the listing I have for today. Maybe I will feel empowered later this week.